November 25th, 2009 (09:17 am)
current location:
98512
current mood: gloomy
current song: CSI: (one of my favorite episodes:Toe Tags)
Usually I am so in the holiday spirit this time of year. Not this one. I have to work on Thanksgiving so I don't get to spend it with Steve's family, then I work Christmas Day (swing at least) but Steve will be in California with his family for over a week at that time and I can't get the time off for that around Christmas. I also work NYE. At least I will get off at 10:30 and will be home in time to get a New Years kiss. Still a bummer. I will be going to my mom's on Xmas Eve but honestly.... I am not really looking forward to it. There is so much stress going on in my family right now that it won't be too enjoyable. Basically I am just going to spend time with my nieces and nephews. I am hoping these "holiday blues" will wear off by Christmas. I decorated the house like 2 weeks ago, haha. But I love the lights, ornaments, snowmen, etc. I am sure it will lift but I am just having a hard time right now. Steve and I don't see each other enough since we work opposite schedules and I am starting to feel the stress from that. Casey is also having some extreme separation anxiety. She has a difficult time at night and just cries and paces until I come home :( I feel like my little family is disjointed. I have been begging to go back to dayshift and my boss seems like she wants me to but there is no space right now. Anyways, I don't want to be a total scrooge so Happy Turkey Day everyone! I hope you all have a wonderful day and if you get to spend the day with your loved ones please be truly thankful for that. There are those that can't that wish they could!